~PuReSt Of ThE HeArT~

I Guess, It's Over

2008-12-10T15:01:00.002+08:00

Well, recently keep going to Joey's house non-stop. Thinking that it's a bad idea cause their family needs time together, I decided to stop going too much. Haha. Well, will be heading to watch bolt with Joey and Eunice soon. =) On tuesday or on wednesday. Haha. Can't wait. Went to watch a show with Jia Jie, Hong Hui, Glenn, Shun Li and Jian Ming yesterday at Vivocity. The fun part only came at the night, when the movie ended. We headed to the rooftop area, where there was water. Since I was wearing bermudas, my pants was saved from the water. Haha. The rest wore jeans. Thus, they were WET! Haha. =) You could say it was kinda fun. Probably we should bring more clothes and stuff, so we can have more fun! Haha. And bring more money too. To eat better stuffs there. Haha. =D. Joey has to go to genting, from today to friday. And, Eunice has work to do. So, she most probably have to finish it by monday, so we can go out on tuesday together. =D. Seriously I can't wait. Recently, I have been dreaming about results... Nothing but results... I dreamt I got 10 points T_T... so upset... Hais... I wanted a 6. Haha. So there is a difference of 4 points =/ ... Hais... Hope the real results would be better. Hais... Just hope it ain't above 10 =/... I'm so worried. Haha... Hais... So now, play much as possible! Haha... Oh well nothing much... So got to go =D. Bye

I just keep thinking...

2008-11-30T23:34:00.002+08:00

I should just write my blog in a manner that everyone should like reading. A way that I used when I was in a game; maplestory, guild called Ohana. I was a newsletter writer. Haha. So yea. Here goes.

Heya people. =) Welcome again to my blog. This should be a new post of the time. Haha. Well, nothing much happened, except me wanting and trying to improve on my brotherhood with Dominic. =) . I guess now it ain't going anywhere yet, but I'm trying ok... Wish us luck =).

Today, I went to Faisal's house. He's the head of SL, last time. Now, retired. Haha. We went there, basically to cook. (For Yong Liang and Adam basically) The rest of us just ordered Pizza from Pizza Hut. Haha. Well, the meal was nice, I suppose. Haha. Pei Jun and I also cooked an omelette. =). It was an onion omelette and it tasted nice. Haha. My first onion omelette. Haha. Usually I would cook a normal one. However, this new one tasted fabulous as well. This gathering was sort of a special one. We are gonna have it again next month, which would probably be new years day. =). Aww, but I do wish we would be able to head to the New Year's Day Party thing to see the fireworks and stuff, just like National Day. Was thinking of bringing my brother there too, but I doubt if he wants to, since his parents wouldn't allow him to do so, and he is busy with his life... National Day this year should be the first and only time we had together... I suppose. Ah well, what can I say. Haha.

Tomorrow I'm heading to Joey's house again. For a swim I guess. Ain't going to Band tomorrow. Haha... The juniors are quite fine on their own anyway and they love being independent. Nothing much for me to do there I suppose. So yea. =) . Hope Eunice could come along. Our fathers are playing golf tomorrow, so it's the kids meeting each other. Haha. Hope she could make it. Will be heading to the library first, as Joey needs to return certain books and needs to borrow some. He likes books. =) Haha. Very interesting. Oh and tomorrow he has piano too. So yea, be going awhile only. Hope I could enjoy myself like today too. Haha. I am lazy, truthfully to write such stuffs, about things I did. Cause I'd rather write about my feelings than events that happened. Unless it's really nice to write about =). Yea... That's just me I guess. Haha. =)...

Well I think there ain't any difference in the way I write things huh... Haha. guess I lost my touch. I think I made up my mind. If I can go to ACJC, I'll just go. My friends? I'll just keep in touch with them =). They mean loads to me. I won't let them go so easily! Haha. =) Ah well. Best Head to sleep. By the way I wanna wish Jia Jie a happy birthday since it became 12am all of a sudden haha. Happy birthday my best buddy =). Hope u enjoy this day. Haha.

Oh well, see u all next time =). Bye

Back from Genting Highlands

2008-11-26T15:52:00.003+08:00

Heya people. =D I'm back... haha and genting was sometimes fun, not fun, scary, not scary etc. =D. Played their themepark, both outdoor and indoor. I suppose I can't play much either. Truth is, anyone who brings me to theme parks would hate me. Why? I dun play extreme games. Why? cause I'm afraid. That is something I cannot hide. Haha. Hais...

If my bro ever reads this. I just want him to know that no matter what, I still care and love him. That I will never stop looking after him, whether there may be ups and downs. Yea I know I hurt him loads, and we always fight with each other and stuff... But nonetheless, we are brothers. Brothers do fight... I will find my way to stop fighting... I know he is too. I just wish that we won't be against each other no more... I know I have been stubborn at times... I know I have to let go too... Just take everything as my fault... You have no wrong my brother... As I said before... Better me than you... I'm sorry for everything... hate me if u must... I can't say much no more... =)... I just wish we can be as brotherly as before... that's all... I know you are busy and stuff... I won't be expecting much anyway... but, I just wish... wish we could be brothers like last time... even if it's a little bit... I'll be happy, and I know he'll be happier too... Maybe I am wrong, cause he is happy right now... I dunno... As long as the most important thing I want him to know is that I still care, whether we meet or not. Whether we talk or not. Whether we fight or not. That is what I wish to tell him... That's all... =) . I just love my brother for who he is... Whether he changed or not. He is still my brother.

~Getting along~

2008-11-20T22:40:00.004+08:00

Woke up at 9 in the morning today. Got ready to head to Joey's house. I'd reckon I head there since I had nothing to do basically and my friends had no plan in mind. Rather go somewhere than to rot at home! Haha. Carried my Zinc bag along with 3 books in it- Physics, Biology and Chemistry Textbooks! Haha. Decided to give them to Joey. Can't give it to Eunice as she is already Sec 3, and she already has those books. Haha. Eunice was not at Joey's house today though. They never asked her and her brother, Eugene, along. Thought they would haha. Even so, I brought the 3 paper 1s that were for the O levels this year for both her and Joey. Eunice would need it more since O's are for her next year. Joey can wait haha. I have to admit my books were like tattered and torn... However, he didn't mind. So I decided to give it to him, since I have no use for them any longer. Rather do this than do some pollution by burning them away. Haha. Wanna know something I didn't know? I didn't know Yishun was like 25 mins away from Gombak... I reached Gomabak MRT at 1128 am when I was suppose to meet Joey at 1145 at Yishun =/ ... How great is that when I lived in Yishun since young till I was like primary 1? I should be knowing the time taken from Gombak to Yishun since I was an 'Yishunian' or whatever you wanna call that! Practically Yishun changed loads, with North Point changing to some other mall like thing I never knew. Haha. Lucky I arrived earlier than Joey did! Haha. Then again he was silent as usual. A far fetch from the kind of person he was 4 years ago. Nonetheless, trying to bring back the friendship that was like left alone stagnant for 4 years... It sure is great to meet them again though. Boarded the 'Yishun Emerald' Shuttle bus. It was his Condo. I think it was called so, can't really remember. Guess what! It was free! Haha. The shuttle bus I took from Colin's house to Westmall need money =/ Haha. Truthfully I know nothing about shuttle buses. Then again, on the bus I spoke to Joey. Asked him about his life. Reading storybooks is what he does. He has golf for CCA, and his mother fetches him to school and back home as well. However, he prefers going home alone. Certain people have certain preferences to me. We as teenagers are 'choosey' somehow or another. Haha. There are many things that are different between me and him, in terms of the way and style of living. Nonetheless it doesn't spoil how he is as a person, which is a good thing!

When we reached his condo, we went straight to his house. There Sarah and Tommy was. Sarah was playing the piano, Allegretto. The same piece that my cousin was playing for exams. Haha. I recognise the music. Haha. Tommy was on the couch. I think. Haha. Their mother was vacuuming the floor. Then there was silence! Haha. Totally. I stood by the window. Joey sat near the dining table, Tommy sat on the couch still and Sarah was by the piano. No one spoke. Haha. Funny. We went down for Table Tennis after which cause their mother asked us to. So yea. Tommy could be a good Table Tennis player in my opinion. He was good. If I were at his age of p5, I guess I would have lost to him =/. Basically though, our dads are kinda the same. His dad teaches them how to playing certain sports. So does mine. Both our dads are golf enthusiast. Haha. I'm not much of it, cause probably I don't learn it from young. However, I guess I have to learn it somehow to be with my dad. I think I should learn to get along with him through golf. Probably I'll ask Joey to coach me! Haha. Not forgetting, both our dads are also soccer enthusiast =/. It's great Joey knows how to follow his dad a little. I just am probably different... I don't enjoy watching soccer much and golf, well I dunno. Ah well, I should just try right? We must do it! Haha.

After Table Tennis, we headed back up to eat lunch. I ate spaghetti made by Joey's mother, and it was nice! Haha. When we were up, Joey had already finish cause he headed up first as he needed the toilet or something. Haha. I went up with Tommy and Sarah. Joey played Fifa 2009 on the Xbox 360 console. Sadly I only am into it with playstation's version. Haha. Not really used to Xbox. I was borned with Playstation's, well, mindset kinda thing. Haha. When Joey played it finish, I played with Sarah a racing game. I suck at it cause I didn't know how to drift... What do you expect? First timer! Haha. But Surprisingly I won... Haha. After the whole Xbox thingy, We headed down to play Tennis. Seemed that none of them knew how to play except me. However, Joey was able to hit properly and stuff even if he didn't know. I couldn't do that when I was younger! Haha, I suck. Haha. Nonetheless, the game of tennis was practically silent and play anyhow. Haha. After it, headed back up and I changed my clothes since there was no other activities to be doing. Then Joey's dad came back home. His dad was with my dad in the morning haha. So coincidental. The Dads and Sons meeting up =/ haha. Whatever. So yea, we went for dinner. Had Roti Prata! 1 plain and 1 egg haha. I didn't know what to call and I always said anything so practically ate the same thing as Joey did =/ haha. Ever since young, when I was with their family, Joey and I were always together having fun and stuff. That's why we became close, then. Now it's like we never met at all! Haha. Even our parents knew that we were like close friends and stuff. That explains why most things I do has something to do with Joey when I am with their family last time and now for that matter. Now, my sis and bro are close to Sarah. Haha. What a cycle, or whatever you wanna call it haha. Well, after which I headed into their family car and told a joke. Credits to Dominic for that joke. They laughed loads on the 'repeat, paul, tom. Who will win first' joke. They also laughed what I said ' I know you gonna say what' Haha. Then again I had to leave, so Joey's dad dropped me by the Sembawang MRT station and I was on my way back home! Haha. Overall it was a day off, and I kinda enjoyed it. However till now I find the barrier of ice between them and I has yet to be broken. Especially mine and Joey's. Haha. After four years =/ what do you expect... Don't expect me and him to play catching or hide and seek like 4 years ago! Haha. Oh well, Probably going out with them again tomorrow. Hope so too! Haha.

There is gonna be a Family Day thingy on tuesday... But that's when I've just arrived home from Genting! AHHH I wanna go, and I hope I can! Haha. Having fun with them beats staying at home! Haha. If I go, I dunno what I'll be doing there... Haha. Probably just talk or so =/... maybe I should teach them to play bridge or something! HAHA. Well that's about today. I'll see to it that I'll post tomorrow if I am going with them out again! Haha. See ya!

A Day With Friends I've long not met for 4 years...

2008-11-18T22:56:00.003+08:00

Well, I know lots have passed, but I have to slowly stat every single event that happened to me! So, while my mind is still fresh, I shall start off with what happened today!

I didn't expect myself to head to sentosa with my dad any siblings... nor did I expect meeting Joey and gang after a long time.(Different Joey. HE is my friend and so called bro you could say. But after not meeting for a long time... well, forgotten loads.). I met them through my dad. Dad's friend's children you could say. Really unexpecting to meet them again after 4 years! Thanks to my dad having to change to MINDEF (ministry of defence) from Murai Camp... I lost contact with them... Guess it sure is fate meeting them again. Guess what? They all grew, me too! Joey especially was about my height. I believe he is taller too! Haha... I'm short and I know that... I believe Joey will still continue growing. Who knows how much taller he would get now that he is already taller than me! Practically, Joey is now Sec 1, while Eunice is Sec 3 (Triple Sci and Double Maths too!) while the rest are primary school students. Nonetheless it was totally different when I met them in P6... Joey was P3, while Eunice was P5 and the rest were barely in their primary school years. Time sure flies. It's great to meet them again. Now though we don't really talk much often cause we are teens. There ain't much to do anyway, unlike last time where we played what... Catching? Hide and Seek? Etc... Now most of it is more silence than ever haha. Guess we need more time to catch up on stuffs.

Went to the Tanjong Beach at about 9am. Met with Eunice's family first. Followed by Joey's family. You could say I was happy to see them, but it seems like they forgotten many things, like me when I was P6.(Our parents said we played together when young like a few years old, but I forgot... So now it's their turn! Haha) So yea, we headed to the beach and we tried to talk much, but it was considered little. Teenagers don't talk a lot. You have to understand that. Haha. Played with the sand... And followed by walking to take lunch boxes with Joey, His Dad and Eunice's Dad. Then followed by a little game of volleyball and soccer. We headed to those places where little kids jumped in. Those blown up castles where you can bounce on? Yea. Joey, Eunice and I headed into the castle, with Sarah (Joey's sis) and my sis. We jumped, and they fell. We jumped and they fell. Once, we jumped till that the castle practically toppled over... Haha... violent... Then, we went off to get a drink. Joey asked Eunice and I whether we wanted a race from one point to where we sat at near the beach. I counted and we were off. It was tiring yet kinda fun I suppose. I don't know who was first and I could not really bother haha. All I know was that I ran, and suddenly Joey caught up with me, but then when we reached the place, I didn't know where to end so oh well haha. Guess Joey won. As long I had fun, nonetheless who wins. We continued playing with sand and headed into the sea. Then, when about 3+, we showered and I followed Eunice's and Joey's family to watch Madagascar 2 at VivoCity.

I took Joey's family car there and we parked in the multi-storey carpark. We headed to the tickets station to order our 510pm tickets and headed off to Timezone... For like practically no big reason. Haha, cause we didn't play or do anything except looking at others play. Followed by that, we headed to the rofttop garden or some sort and there washed my leg off the sand! After so, we headed for the movie where I bought Nachos cause Joey wanted both nachos and popcorn. However I ate most of it! Haha. Never tried it before though, but it was ok I suppose. Then Watched the show. Guess I'm old or something but I just found the show ok, not very interesting... Then, we headed for dinner after the show. Ate Mee Hun Kway, cause I was very cold at that time since my legs were frozen by the cold air and water used to wash my leg earlier. Practically Joey, Sarah and Tommy(Joey's Brother) ate Mee Hun Kway too. After which, we headed to Earle's Swensens to eat Ice Cream. There, was more jokes and laughter I suppose. Haha. After so, went back home cause it was about 9+ pm... Joey's family fetched me home and I appreciate it loads. And then, it was over. Here I am now typing and seeing the difference in the photos taken today with them, and 4 years ago. Let me tell you, it's hell load of a diff! I have pictures, but I couldn't find my USB plug so I can't really show (Aww...) I'll find it though. Hope to go to Joey's house real soon, to catch up with what happened lately. Just like me and Venus did. Well, I suppose this year is like 'the meet up of long lost friends' year. Haha Good night! I'll post on St John's Island and Grad Lunch soon! Stay tuned!

3 more papers to go =D

2008-11-08T14:32:00.002+08:00

YAY and O levels is ending real soon =). And I really hope I could do well, nonetheless. Tried my best. =) These fews days nothing much really. Went out with Edwin, Gabriel and Jing Wei just yesterday in the morning =) . We went to eat breakfast at Yew Tee Mac but when Gab arrived it was already lunch =/ . So he had lunch while I and Edwin had breakfast. HAHA . We went to Lot 1 to have Gab's EZ link card made cause his was spoilt some how. Then met Jing Wei at Yew Tee. So basically we went from yew tee to cck and back again =/ lol. Halfway through went to Gab's house, but can't cause the mother don't allow =/ so went home. haha. And played Maple till the night with Gab and Edwin =/.

Then the day before yesterday, headed down to Bugis to get stuff for graduation =/. it's coming real soon! ON 17/11/08! AHHH! I bought a tie which costs $10 -.- while Hong Hui got one which is only $8... should have bargained haha. Hong Hui, Jia Jie and Jackson got coats for themselves and I have to agree it looks nice on them =D. Colin and I decided on ties though =D. We don't know about Jian Ming and Shun Li =/ but I think they are wearing coats as well. I am borrowing a vest from Jian Ming XD hope it's good though =/ heh. We realised that Bugis had a shop for adults if you get what I mean =x. It's in the middle of the Street itself -.- ... And Jian Ming and Shun Li wanted to go in Haha. But never, obviously... Haha We were 7 years short =/ Haha. Played LAN with Jackson and Shun Li. But the LAN wasn't really at all great haha. While Colin, Jia Jia, Hong Hui and Jian Ming went to buy more stuff. There was even a cool anime shirt they bought. It was nice. I would buy if I went haha. But then again we played off with a little arcade before going to food junction. I ate sweet and sour pork rice while the majority ate pepper lunch =/ me and Jian Ming were the odd ones haha. Jian Ming ate some western stuff =/ but didn't really finished it cause the meat sucked haha =D. Then off we went home... At about 7++ pm. What a day it was. Oh did I mention whn wlaking halfway I met Tasya and Jeremy Tan? Haha so interesting. They were heading to buy their stuff too =D. Tasya said she bought a semi-dress, gonna see how it looks like on grad lunch! Haha Hope to take some pics for that day =) then I'll post them up here.

Continue on Sec3 and 4:

Sec 3:
Started off the year heading to Sec 3E1. Sat with Julia, Shi Yin, Jude Koh, Jonathan, Yong Liang and Tasya at the front. Haha. but then seats were changed and we all changed places -.-... sad haha. Miss Tang was our form teacher and biology teacher and I was appointed the Bio Rep... haha. However, I was punished by Miss tang the following day cause I didn't bring my bio txtbook =/ But I always get scolded the start of years and I know about it. Haha. Some kind of Taboo or something... Life was fun when Sec 3 camp came =D and the class was awarded the most bonded class. I became a councillor thanks to YL, JT and Tash. And yea, a late groomer =/ haha. Nonetheless Miss Tang was our form teacher for this year only, and no more =/ . She left for another school -.- the next year... Met some new dudes from 3E2, namely Ching Kiat, Shun Li, Jian Ming, Shawn etc.. Lol. They are now very close friends with Jackson and us all LOL! And they are so... -.- dirty minded lol. Influenced most of us somehow =/ Haha. Went to Port Dickson too =D at end of the year. The Band Camp sure was fun =D and enriching in some way. =D SYF also was this year.. school got a bronze =/ met Sabreena and Hakim. BEST JUNIORS! HAHA cause they got perc background =D.

Sec 4:
Started off with TONS OF WORK! Haha. No longer fun -.-... juniors for band started joining and stuff. But we are so into exams... so yea. Basically that's about the year... exams..mock... etc... Met my juniors nearing the Speech Day. Namely Dominic, Jocelyn, Chloe, Aline, Ying Suean. Dominic and Jocelyn have potential, nonetheless they got a long way to go =D so do Aline and Ying Suean, good luck! Dominic became my bro and is still my bro whether there is any problems or not =/. Though problems are a bore and stuff like that, I realy hope we would learn from it =D. And beat the problems down. Things may sound simple but problems are amounting =D. But I'm gonna beat them down. With him or not =). I can't make problems kill both of us. So yea. Close to Dominic at the start, but slowly no longer... Sad huh. But oh well. He has his life I have mine. Now he has Rock avenue and stuff, =) I don't really see him much anymore nor talk to him haha. So yea... Oh yea, went to National Day like last year! Then we get to see loads of things and stuff. =). Fun indeed. Haha. Hope can go National Day next year. Oh had SL Camp in March. I became an SL o.o Lol. Met Gabriel there and Edwin too. Got to know Edwin better ;D. Now I know Gab better too. Haha. Interesting to know that the year aint ending yet. =) But I had fun with Tasya and gang, Colin and gang, Dominic and gang, My Class and many others I went with. They made me see life in a different light =) and I love them all. Whether there had been quarrels and stuff, we learn from them and change =) I am trying to. Hope everyone is too =). Foreseeing the future, gonna have Grad Lunch, Heading to Genting, Japan, Band with percs to train them, going out play play play haha. exams next week then WEE! Lol. Then problems are bound to happen but I'm gonna solve them! MUAHAHA. XD Then Next year get results =/ then go new school, and start a new life again =D. Life is so interesting Lol. Oh well =D Gotta go bye bye =D.

O'dies Official Forum! XD still in the midst of making though...

2008-11-01T19:16:00.002+08:00

HELLO! (:

Welcome to Leon's blog 1/11/08 (:
It's November! The month that O Levels End! I am so happy. *Snivel snivel* Yea hope it ends fast. I am so waiting for happiness and fun! Yea. I created a forum for the O'dies and friends of the O'dies (: feel free to go there and talk it out! Haha (: Though it is just started but I'll make it better and better and better and etc... Lol (: So yea... yea... yea...

TODAY! I went to Yew Tee mac and met Edwin and Yong En to study SS together (: . Officially read through Sec 3 textbook. Left with Sec 4... I ain't going to study on Healthcare and Venice. Why? Cause I dun care about healthcare, and I never really understood Venice... o.o ... So yea yea. Then we went to Edwin's house. It's small, yet cozy (: Love it there. Tried out his guitar, but realised I forgot how to play since 3 years ago my aunt taught me that :/ ... Yea. Now I am back at home, and I'm going to continue doing things on the forum... Come and support ok? Haha (:

This is the webby:
http://z13.invisionfree.com/The_O_dies/index.php?c=1

click it and sign up! Talk and post topics or talk in a certain topic on O'DaDa's Table and do many more stuff. It is quite limited now. However, you guys must be patient for more stuff (: . See ya!

WOOOO HOOOO huh...?

2008-11-01T00:29:00.003+08:00

BIOLOGY OFFICIALLY ROX MY LIFE! Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha. Wha perfect 'haha'. I wrote that in 1.5 seconds. So proud of myself (: hahahahaha. Ok whatever... So yea. Biology is like so much better than Physics... FOR THE FIRST TIME. Must go thank Miss Wang and give her a hug! (err... maybe not the hug part...) Ok now I shall say what I did today (: . ( Considered yesterday at the time of writing...)

I went to school.

Great huh! Yea I agree (: . I love going to school (: (Yea right...) Where I see my lovely friends (yea a little) and my lovely teachers (never saw a single except Mdm Lee XD). (:
I was with the O'dies - Edwin in band. (if you are wondering what is '-' it just means minus. Go take out your nusery textbook or something!) Haha (: . THE PERCS ARE SO... SO... SO... fine to me (: . They just need more time to practise and stuff haha. After band, met with Edwin and Gabriel and went to buy bubble tea. The little juniors had Rock Avenue Meeting while I had... Biology... (Jocelyn loves to cut frogs :D, but sad there ain't no frog cutting...) Yea so I left for biology and I realise I became lamer... (Thanks to the juniors! Hmph! Lol) I laughed at little things and created lame things and o.o ... Haha. But oh well, that is a changed me I guess! Yuppy Yuppy. Let one more SS paper on Monday. Thus, I have to DONG! (Dong means to err... err... I can't really remember... but yea it means to withstand (: ) LOL .

After SS, I can fly T_T so happy. Lol... Cause the rest are basically MCQs... so for every question, you could like have 25% chance of getting i correct! Yay! Lol. Many people use the calculator's inputed dice, and it proved to be very useful. Lol.

Went to De La Salle Primary today with Dominic and his god sis Jia Min (: . She is one person that you can really talk to very well with o.o . Haha. It's good to know her. Haha. Settled some problems there and Wa La. Went for dinner with little bro and went home. I was so tired I slept (: . Till little bro woke me up o.o then now i'm awake! HAHAHA. If not i would have been a pig and slept all the way through... ZzZzZz

Weeeeell. Now I'm gonna leave this blog but DUN GO AWAY! Yea lol. Come back next time to find the next hidden mickey on DISNEY CHANNEL! haha. Oh there actually are hidden mickeys in this post lol. I see 3 o.o that is like a hidden mickey! HAHAHA. Ok that's four now... Lol. Ok ok I'll shut up. Bye Lol XD

Life sucks (: Really

2008-10-29T01:25:00.003+08:00

Well, now officially not bros with dominic (: . It's time for a new life on my own. He can enjoy his so happily, so why can't I. It sure is stupid though... Hais whatever... Today is gonna be the day for physics P2, and I dun care I am gonna get an A1 ! Muahaha! Yea right (: . Today went out to eat with Jia Jia, cause historians were having their paper today. (: Sadly, Jia Jie was forced to stay at westmall there for half an hour... because none of the rest of the historians were coming. Sad... Now we know historians are all pang sei people LOL! Haha (: joking. Anyway, yea so ate with him, and Ching Kiat came. Hong Hui left for school, while Jian Ming should have too. Didn't go to Dominic's house cause I wasn't invited. He said there were too many people, so I couldn't come (: ... (Lies...) but oh well, he has done much damage on me, and I guess it's best to let him go. So yea, ended it once and for all (: . Now, I know what to do when such things happen again. I would never let someone else hurt me ever like that (: . Well, nothing much to write. I just dun feel right... Extremely angry now... that's all. bye...

In the midst of the Os

2008-10-26T20:12:00.002+08:00

Well, now is one of the few rests we have! So now, since I do not feel like playing audition, so let's blog! (: Finished with a few papers! And you could say most of them were papers that I placed loads of my effort in! I really hope it turns out good.

Chemistry P.2 : I think I should be able to do well, (: I HOPE it's an A1 !
English P.1 : My best English paper 1 of all! I really knew what I did (: hope this would be an A1!
English P.2 : I dunno... It seems the same as all other paper 2s I have been doing. Haha (: Hope it's good as well.
A Maths P1: THE ONLY PAPER I THINK I COULD SCORE FULL MARKS XD I'm so happy (snivel snivel) (:
Geography: I think I knew what I was doing. Must get an A1 for this or my humanities is considered DOOM!
E Maths P1: 4 marks lost as far as I know. Nonetheless, hope I could get A1 ! E maths P2, is the one i must score in then, to make it possible!
A Maths P2: (: another well done paper. Close to full marks as well, so I should suppose my A Maths is an A1 ! (:

That's about all for the week back. (: I could say I'm a little proud of what I did, I guess... Haha Hope it's well done, to go to any JC I wish to. (: By then, I'll be leaving loads of memories in Hillgrove. Bringing along some others... I guess (: . 4 Years sure past fast. Gosh I dun even know where to beginning...

Sec 1:
I came in to Hillgrove, innocently... alone to school. I remember I arrived at the front gate at 7am. (: It was packed! I looked around for Jackson. (My pri 6 mate, and my close friend now still (: ) Met some people as well, that were from my pri school. Loads happen in this year. I went to class, and settled down. This year I met, my best mates (: . They are Fariz, Hong Hui, Jia Jie, Colin and Jackson! They are my friends for life, I really love having them as friends. They are the best in my opinion. (: I love them loads. The year ended, without much significance, except Fariz left for ACS Barker Road. However, no matter, we still keep contact, though rare (: . It was saddening I have to agree. Nonetheless, it's his choice! We have to let him strive for himself! (: Good Luck for your remaining O levels Fariz!

Sec 2:
Came to school, meeting My friends in the canteen. The Canteen has been our meeting place ever since sec 1, till now. Haha (: . So yea, we went to sit at the parade square, WITHOUT Fariz... how sad indeed. This year, everything was gonna be crazy! Cause it was streaming year for me. And I was the class chairman for my class as well. Thanks to the WHOLE class haha (: . So yea, streaming went quite fine... And practically this year was the only year I got first in class! Haha, for CA2... Yup yup. That's all. Haha (: . So I went to get my streaming results, and I got to get to 3E1, while my friends went to 3E2... I still see them and be with them though. Hah! (:

That's for this post... Till next time then (: I'll continue with the other 2 years, briefly. Bye

O levels in 1 days time!

2008-10-19T16:35:00.002+08:00

Yea I am studying! So ain't writing any on blog for awhile... Today I have decided to place one essay I just did here! The question is:

One day you made a bad mistake which upset other people. Write about how you tried to put things right.

I don't know if it is going to be good or not... I hope it is worth an A1 though! I tried my best to answer the question and create a story based on it. It's a good preparation I suppose. Also, Paper 1 to me is the only section where I should be able to grasp all the marks. At the same time now, I am so excited for tomorrow's examination! I just can't wait. I have prepared for Chemistry a week back. Hope it pays off. I scored 86% in a recent paper I did on my own... I do hope it's better for O levels! Wish me luck :D . I feel the fire burning with anxiety... BURN BURN! Muahahaha! :D

So this is the essay:

I remembered getting ready early last Sunday. It was my birthday and I was too excited to sleep the night before. James, Max and I were going to enjoy a day at my house for a party, and I just could not wait. They arrived an hour later, with presents in their paper bags, making me smile uncontrollably. It was going to be a great day, as having fun with my friends is what makes me exuberant.

We were elated, playing games and chatting alike. I never had so much fun in my life. To top it all, we went for a swim, to cool down after the long day. However, James and Max left me alone during our game of “Water Hide and Seek”, as they were hiding behind a tree, laughing and playing together. I had no idea what they were doing. I felt crestfallen, to realise that they were leaving me out. We were playing “Water Hide and Seek”, not “Hide and Seek” in general. Therefore seeing them out of the pool and being together was a sight I bare not to watch. I felt isolated from what they did.

“Hey! Leon! Look here! We've got a -”

“Go away! I don't wish to see you two again!” I interupted. I was frustated by what they did to me; leaving me out on my birthday. With that, I got out of the pool and got ready to leave for home, wrapping my waist with my white towel. As I turned back, I saw that I had mistakened. James and Max did not play together behind the tree. They were actually planning to surprise me with a birthday cake. I felt embarassed as I scolded them for no reason at all. From where I stood, James and Max were upset, wondering what they wrong did. Immediately, not knowing what I did, I ran towards them. I just knew that I had to apologise to them, for misjudging them.
“I'm sorry! I didn't mean to shout... I thought you two were leaving me out... Please forgive me.” I said. I could not bare look them in the eye after scolding them. To my surpirse they looked at me and grinned. Max nodded, and I knew that I have been forgiven. It felt as if everything had returned back to normal as they brought the cake infront of me.

“Make a wish, my friend.” James smiled. I closed my eyes to do so. Clenching my hands together, I blew, to extinguish the flames on the sixteen candles atop the cake. Max clapped loudly and I laughed heartily. It was a moment I could not forget as not only have I enjoyed myself, I have also learned an important lesson; never to misjudge others till you understood and knew what they did.

BYE! :D

ACJC's Open House 2008

2008-10-08T21:36:00.002+08:00

Woke up at 600am today. Had to follow Dii Dii to school. Yea, we back again... I totally agree with someone. 'Brothers are for life. There's no such thing as not being each other's brother anymore, for it's a pact made. Just my two cents worth.' taken from my bro's tagboard. For the first time, someone makes so much sense :D. After sending him to school, I went for breakfast in Macdonalds ALONE :D. After that, went to school and completed Anderson Paper for biology! :D I'm gonna study real hard soon! I dun care haha. I wanna get 4 points no matter what! Oh oh! Let's not go to that yet haha :D. After waiting for a long time, Physics' Just in time clinical session began! However, we all left... Why? Mr Loh wasn't coming... Aww... my friends didn't want to remain in the school so we all left. I left for home :D. Once it was 1200 noon, I walked to school to follow Dii Dii to westmall where he cut his hair. *CHOP!* Haha :D. I left him there and followed Zoe, Tasya and Julian to ACJC's (Anglo Chinese Junior College) Open House 2008.

Over at Buona Vista's Interchange we waited awhile for Faisal and Shawn. And we started walking to ACJC. It sure was hot then... I dunno why. However, it seems like there is always a dark cloud over Buona Vista... haha or its just my instinct that says so :D. Over at there, we didn't see Sean Lau Jiawei :( . Wondering who he is? He is Tasya's Senior Drum Major and the top O level student of our school! Haha :D Pro eh? I totally agree. Went there, we were taken around ACJC's school compound! It was HUGE! Seriously. The Art Gallery was interesting too! Then we saw the Concert Band, playing 2 songs... Under the sea by the little mermaid and Doraemon's theme song. After which, we went around the area and saw many different aspects of the school, mainly sports and performing arts. The school had a large gym! Interesting... Haha :D. I saw people playing tennis too! Hehe :D. I wonder which CCA to choose from... That is if I get there haha! :D I want to go there! I must work hard to get 4 points! AHHH! :D .

After the whole tour thing we went for lunch in AC's canteen. I went to see my aunt though. She is a teaching staff of ACJC. My uncle also works there. My aunt teachers GP, while my uncle teaches physics :D. So I got a chance to sneak peek into the staff room of ACJC! WHOA! It was huge... but it seemed a little cramped... with all the teachers tables together. It is interesting too that the students have their own personal time-tables :D. How cool is that? Whether or not, I must try to get into the school haha :D Cause it's my dream school! Aww... I can see myself in the school already... I guess haha :D. This is my course type I think I may be choosing:

Complusory:
H1 GP (General Paper)
H1 CL (Chinese Lang.)
H1 PW (project work)

Choice:
H2 Physics
H2 Chemistry
H2 Mathematics
H1 Economics

Haha :D. However, maybe CL I wish to change it to CL B... Cause I totally suck in CL haha. However, I really wish I do well for Physics! Cause I am thinking to take H3 Physics! Woo! I love Physics totally... haha :D See how it goes! ACJC's cut off for Science Stream is 6 points. So, from my prelims, it is just nice. :D However, Hope I do better for O Levels! I wanna go into the school! :D Wish me luck! Haha. Once I get my results and see I have between 6 to 8 points... I think I'll faint :D haha. If I dun get 6 to 8... I dunno what would happen... saddening, obviously haha :D Hope Hope Hope :D. Oh well! I'm gonna work real hard no matter what!!! AHHH! I'm in love with going to ACJC now :D So now I'm studying Chemistry! Weird Eh? Haha :D Oh well! See ya tomorrow! Bye People haha :D

It's over!

2008-10-07T19:17:00.004+08:00

Yea I dun have a brother anymore... Sad? Yea I am but so? Cause I've done so much as a brother to love and look after. To be with him and neglect my friends. I'd realise I was stupid to do so. Having to see my brother with some other guy make me feel like an idiot lousy brother. However, it seems to be restricting him. Well his friends scolded me on that part. So did he. Yea that's my fault. Restricting is stupid I know. But that's how I feel right? But well, instead of solving things like what brothers should. He wanted to make me a different kind of brother. A brother that was not close to one another. I rejected. Why? Not having to be brothers and having to be some other brother? What use is there.

There is so much I regret doing now. Too much to say indeed. I regret being his brother in the first place. I regret following him to school. I regret following him home. I regret fetching him back home, fetching him to school. I regret having to do errands for him. I regret caring for him when he had asthma. I regret sharing drinks and food with him. I regret bringing him to the Padang to enjoy national day together. I regret helping him skip fall-in due to his asthma attack. I regret caring for him. I regret loving him too much. I regret doing so much. I regret leaving my friends just to be with him. I regret giving my friends the feeling that I leave them too much. I regret having to be devoted to a Sec1 kid. I regret having to motivate him to study. I regret calling him every night, I regret asking how he feels when he breathes so hard. I regret allowing him to come my house. I regret having to give him my sticks, which were a present given to me for my birthday. Iregret having to wake him up at 5am in the morning during school days. I regret making myself feel so worried that I'll be late for school when he comes late.I regret all that. I regret everything I did as a brother towards him.

Now its over, I think I am able to concentrate on my Os better :D. One less thing makes me happier doesn't it! :D Though I am happier now, heh... he isn't...

Study... study... study...

2008-10-07T17:05:00.002+08:00

Today I didn't follow Dominic to school either. Didn't want to. Besides, my whole arm hurt a lot... Felt as though it is dislocated... Anyway, slept on, till 1100 hours and woke up. Met Tasya, Zoe, Yong Liang, Shawn and Faisal at Macdonalds (In order of who came earlier. However, all of them was late... Except me! Hahaha :D). I was suppose to teach Zoe Chemistry, but it seemed like I was learning and doing mathematics instead... Haha :D. Well, helped a little I guess... Teached her A Mathematics and tried my best to revise a little more on Chemistry... Dominic didn't message me the whole time, so I didn't know how my little brother was doing... Probably hanging around with Gabriel and gang... Who cares. Anyway, continued to study in the awfully cold condition! Everyone was freezing and everyone needed food to increase metabolism rate :D, to have more exothermic reactions within the body! Yea! Haha. Zoe had a big appetite amongst us, but oh well, I couldn't bother much as I was solving the question on cosec1/2x ... Couldn't solve it till I remembered to use square root of the whatever... You won't understand :D . So yea. We did a little Physics too. I figured that I have problems teaching people now! Which means I need to work even harder to get the facts back into my brain again! Haha :D. I must do well! Wish me luck!

When I walked home, I was worried for my lil ' brother. However, nonetheless I didn't message him... So yea, now I'm at home, having to deal with difficult situations that is harassesing my mind and my efforts to work hard, It's irritating. I can't take it anymore. This sucks. Having to have a brother to look after. When someone has your brother as well. What's this? Trying to compare? I dunno, I can't be bothered. It's too much. Forget it. You won't understand what I am talking about. These obstacles are getting irritating.

Just in time clinical session!

2008-10-06T19:50:00.002+08:00

Today is a monday! So there was 'Just in Time Clinical Session' for graduating batches! I went for the english consultation from 1000 to 1230 hours, I have to agree that it was very useful! However, the time was short... If only the time and duration was a little longer... it could benefit more! It's like my ears were open wide to grab every details to try and answer situtional writing questions. I hope it would help in my O levels that are coming! A1 for english! I must strive for that! Besides, to head into ACJC's Science Stream, my total amount of points with bonus has to be 6 and below! Why am I the bottom batches... Oh well! I'll still take the challenge! Man, it's so exciting! Haha :D

Another worry is Mathematics and A Mathematics... They are easily A1 in school standards... But for national Examinations, to SECURE an A1, for both Mathematics, at least a 92%... Where am I to get that score... As my aunt who teaches in ACJC said, just practise! I'll do that!

To add to that, SPA (Science Practical Assessment) has already confirmed their marks... I'm afraid my practical would not make it for an A1! If it is true, where am I suppose to get my A1s from? Science nd Mathematics are my forte! If my fortes are gone, where am I suppose to get another trump card? Regardless, I'm gonna try my best! 4 points is my target with CCA as a confirmed A1. Hope my dreams come true! Effectively 2 weeks left from Os. Come on! We can do this together!

Today, ate with Jia Jie, Hong Hui, Ching Kiat, Jian Ming, Qi Jie and Glenn in Macdonalds after the clinical session. I joined them to wait for Dominic, whose Science Consultation ends at 1410 hours. We ate the new Wasabi Fillet O Fish... Seriously it is mediocre... I don't really enjoy it, but neither do I hate it :D. However, I ain't eating it again... So yea! Tomorrow, supposedly I'm heading for Chemistry with the gang again, to be with them :D, or maybe not :D.

After so, met with Dominic, Edwin, Jane, Gary and their one more friend, whom I don't really know and we went to Gombak Mac to study! Well, over there I tried planning a situational writing but it didn't finish... I helped Edwin with a little Mathematics and most of the time was actually wasted... How disappointing... We had nothing much to do till 1800 hours... Then we went home :D. So here I am now, posting my blog... :D. Haha oh well! Guess this week is still kinda slackish! Must get that inspiration tomorrow! Don't have too much problems LEON! Haha :D. See ya people!

~A Day Out~

2008-10-05T20:32:00.002+08:00

Well today was a happy day for me :D . As usually woke up in the morning and got messaged by my brother. He didn't go to service today, so he asked me if I was free to study! Besides, I got nothing to do at home... supposedly suppose to head out with Zi Chuan and Amirah to study but my parents had something and needed me so I cancelled it... However, they told me that they no longer need me in the morning... So yea... What a waste... Anyway, at 1245, I left home heading to Yew Tee, to meet Dominic and Edwin (O'Yuanyuan and O'Dada) Sadly Jocelyn and Chloe couldn't make it... When I got there though... they weren't ready haha. Just when I reached Yew Tee station, Dominic messaged us that he wanted to meet at 130 instead... So I went down his house to wait for him, as usual :D. Afterwhich, once he was done, we headed to Yew Tee Macdonalds for our study session!

At the bridge linking the station to the HDBs, we ran into Edwin! (BANG! haha joking :D) And then we went to study~ It wasn't so packed when we got there, so it was quite conducive, I guess haha. I completed one paper of Biology, Read through Chapter 1 of Chemistry VERY PROPERLY! Haha... Sadly I was not able to do any english papers... Guess I'll do them tomorrow since I am going to school for the JUST IN TIME CLINIC for english, to learn specific skills to tackle questions! Yea! Haha. Dii Dii was doing his Art, on Ease. A tough topic in my opinion :D but I guess he would do well. Edwin was focusing on Mathematics. After eating and studying till 4, we headed to Dii Dii's house for neopets haha.

At his house, we had neopets to play. Edwin showed some cool stuff! And whoa... I was surprised that you could actually earn so much per day! I felt stupid haha, having to play boring games to earn cash the hard way -.-... haha :D. Anyway, after while, we headed down to play badminton :D.

Badminton was soooo fun! Maybe... but yea. At least I could enjoy with both my brother and Edwin. :D . We played with the wind in our faces haha. The shuttlecork flew to the grasses a lot andwe had to pick the poor shuttlecork... Soon, it got stuck on a tree -.-... We used rocks, big and small to try to get it down... But to no avail... Dominic decided to go get a volleyball instead from his friend, so he left, while Edwin and I continued trying to get the shuttlecork. In the end, Edwin threw the shuttlecork tube and it got stuck in the grasses, deep within... While looking for it though, I found another shuttlecork! WHOA! And we used it haha. :D . At that moment, Dii Dii came back with the volleyball! And then we switched to play volleyball! YAY! I learned how to play, but it does hurts when it hits your forearm... However, it's a game! Just play! Haha :D . At least I know how to play it a little now~

After the badminton court was empty, we switched there. Cause it was packed at first... We continued with badminton. :D I was with Edwin while Dii Dii was alone. Well this was where conflict started again... but oh well. Dii Dii had to run to get the shuttlecork, making him irritated and angry... At the same time, when the shuttlecork did not pass the imaginary net, I said "NET!" He was more agitated... However, he seemed to be saying "NET" too. So I thought we were playing... so I continued saying "Net". Even Edwin said it too :D . it was happy... till we figured that Dominic wasn't... Guess it was too late. The whole time afterwards was silent... I know he was angry... it was a game though... I didn't know what to say to him... Edwin had to leave afterwards... so I played with Dii Dii a silent game. Probably he could not take it and said he wanted to go home. So knowing that he was sad and angry, I left him alone... giving him time to cool... Not turning back... I was worried... But what could I do? Left for home alone, feeling down... and I sent him a message saying that it was a game, and one shouldn't be angry over it... till I reached home... Well, what a day actually... Fun, and sad at the same time :D. Overall though, it was an exciting day... I suppose...

A day at home...

2008-10-04T18:19:00.002+08:00

Well today is boring... indeed... Woke up at 2.30pm after a nice sleep and talk with my brother! Haha. :D Thereafter, i went to play neopets on the net. Up till now, I am still playing it haha! What could I do besides not studying today? Nothing... Dominic has service today and only now he is heading back home! He sure is busy during the weekends. Nonetheless, it's his life. I shouldn't poke in too much! Haha! :D Today, actually Hwee Ling, Zi Chuan, Amirah and I should be heading out to study again! However, didn't know why it didn't happen... Tomorrow it would be a boring day as well... Haha, but have to find stuff to do! Probably playing neopets again...

Monday is going to be somewhat studying day. I should be heading off to english in school till 1230, to learn skills and techniques in tackling paper 1! Haha hope it helps! I wanna get an A1! what do you expect? Haha. Hope so though :) . After which, heading off with Edwin, Dominic and maybe Jocelyn and Chloe to study! Mugging begins on monday! Haha :D. Hope that helps too!

Now my blog seems very revamped. I love the skin and I love the profile part, why? Cause its in colours of the rainbow~ Haha :D . I enjoy the songs I place on the blog, so as the little hamtaro! Cute eh? I love it haha! See how it jumps and give out stars and... alright whatever haha :D. Overall, its magnificent in my opinion. And the cursor! Oh yea, forget about it XD. Haha.

Talked to Edwin today too, texted him and now, on msn with him :D. We realised we were quite similar, in terms of having someone close with you! :D I sure wish him luck in his endeavours. Hope mine goes well too haha :D

O's haha! I am so excited to start Os! I wonder when I can say that! I'm gonna to put in my effort! Hahs! :D 6 points luh! Come to me points! come come come XD haha! Well, see how it goes! One step at a time in everything you do Leon! Everyone also! One step at a time XD haha! Now I shall head to eat my food! My mum is calling me! Haha XD see ya all!

The End of My Secondary School Life

2008-10-03T22:17:00.003+08:00

Heya dudes and dudettes! It's been long since I've posted. I have taken time to revamp my blog and change stuff! Life has ended for me as a Secondary School Student! Officially, today is the last day for every single graduating class. Times are changing, and everything seems to move fast, just like the speed of light! (The fastest known speed in the universe) Very soon I'll be in a coffin seeing the past flash past... Alright, that's a little too far. Hahas

O Levels are 17 days away. And I'm starting off with Chemistry P.2! Interesting... alright... I know myself though, I'm not ready! I've been slacking... obviously... After Preliminaries, everything seemed OVER! I treat things as over and stop doing loads of things! This is bad... but ah well! I'm gonna pick myself up again, regardless. It's my last job to do in my Secondary School! GET 6 Points! Haha, that's my aim. I could've already reached it in my preliminaries, but unexpected things could occur...

Recently today, my brother Dominic came to my house. We watched a show together and it was a little saddening, but nonetheless, I didn't cry! Haha! Yea... Played neopets haha. It's a shared account with him too. Those who feel like adding us could add us! The user is wingsapart, and it's still new! Haha. It's such a long time game though. But to revive old memories I guess, I played it with him. Life became more challenging for me with this new addition of a brother. Why? Cause responsibility has to be placed to the test. Many other things as well. Though there are little disappointing times and times when we could not come to a consensus, he still is a great brother to me. I treasure him a lot.

Ah well, I wonder what I should do now, since life is getting tougher... my goals seem to be flying away! AHHHH! Haha. But it's alright. I am sure to come to my senses soon, I hope. It's not far off now, just a stone's throw away. Afraid for A Mathematics and E Mathematics, in that they aren't able to sustain an A1! Now, I've realised my Sciences still consisted of 3 SPA Assessment! What if I fail those? Things are swirling in my mind now. Dam. And Biology is disappointing! B4! I dropped 3 grades and that's bad... For what reason? Increasing my Humanities by 2 grades up... Haha. However, I am thinking of increasing all together! Leaving none down! ENGLISH! I was soooo sad and heartbroken! My English preliminary results was 69! 69! 1 more mark to an A2! And I would have gotten 7 points for my prelims! Ahhh! English is sooo unpredictable... That's the only disadvantage I have. It is either I do well, or I flung it completely...

I guess that's all there is for now... Till next time people! See ya

After a long......

2007-11-20T14:01:00.000+08:00

Hiya people. After sooooo long i'm here again.... so bored... it's the holidays basically. Right now that is. I am in the midst of being jeopardised by homework. Just started on A-Maths, but not anywhere completion. Well, I basically slacked for like 2 weeks in a row, consecutively till I finally woke up from playing games. I have decided to start on my homework! How cool is that? Ya whatever....

After my fellow friends came back from the S.L. camp, they became something new. Each one of them were fiercer and became fairly bulked up. As they say, it was tiring yet fun at the last camp, this time, they said it was...... How sick is that! Anyway, Band today was Totally magnificent! During Fall-in we have Clement and Tasya to compound the band together so that they were nice and together. As they say, all for one and one for all!

Let us see the cool equation of both of them shall we?
Clement: NCO camp came back JUST
Tasya: S.L. camp came back JUST
Clement + Tasya = Band falls into their hands and can be easily squished like jelly!
But overall it was cool. I liked it. GOOD JOB you two!

ANYWAY, we got a K.L. trip soon, so I'll be off. ANd hope it'll be cool. Any uneasy stuff I will promise to place it here. Besides, this post actually helps to clean this blog up. Neat!

ALRIGHT! That's about that! Even though it is not much, I managed to say something even though it is not that great. Well Adios Amigos!( Is it correct?) Ah well, bye.

After a long time...

2007-09-07T23:00:00.000+08:00

Hi people again. I know its been a long time since I talked or blogged or whatever you want to phrase it. Well, let's just say I am just too LAAZZZYY to do such a thing. Wonder why I did so anyway... Well this week's theme is High School Musical 2. I know some of you hate it to the core, but I like it. Yup I do. Most of friends don't like it though, but I think the songs do have meanings and this time the show is just getting better and better. It's the holidays, but I am still not done with my work to tell you all the truth. Hahs... Oh well, wonder what I would do actually haha... hais... let's see, band was normal. =D Mr Ong was happy today haha which is a good thing. We learnt (Me, tiffany, Sabreena and Tasya) to play and hold castanets! And its cool ok... don't despise it. Though for the first time to learn that it is sooooo complicated o.o... well brought it home to practise though. Out of about 15 tries, I managed to get at least 5 times correct haha XD... but its better than none right? hahs... trying harder though XD... YL went for camp today... went out to eat with HUMAN and Tasya. Human was noisy... XD but ya at least I still ate lol. Human might not be a good replacement for YL but having her (It is a her) is better than none =D. So anyway... I am soon going to "teach" Homeostasis in class o.o... About temperature and how our body reacts to it haha =D... erm ya whatever... I feel sooooo sad for Colin, Hong Hui, Jia Jie, Jackson they all... T_T I was not free to join them for anything during the holidays sadly... hais... -.-... Well on the bottom note, I am going to take away the physics help thing =X... well I think its a bad omen for me XD haha... Cause this CT2 I did quite badly for physics T_T so sad... Hais... guess I got to buck up... Hais... this sucks o.o... Oh well, yup I guess that's bout it except for anything that happened many days back... let me try to refresh a little...
-LEARNED TO ROLL ON A SKINNED TAMBOURINE! haha XD
(2nd guy to do so in perc section lol... Tasya was the first. She was like "OMG" when she just rolled lol XD I was too. The third person, Sabreena went "OMG" too. Guess if another few more does it, they would go "OMG" too...)
-Watched Jump In just now. Meaningful too haha =D
These following words means a lot:
-You never know, if you never try
-You are the music in me
-Gotta go my own way
-Bet on it
-I'm not gonna stop, that's who I am.
-I'll give it all I got, that's my plan
-etc lol
There are too many. These all comes from? You guessed it! HSM2 =D meangful huh? haha lol... ah well... Let's see the sky is DARK! oh well... it's night what do you expect... haha haha haha ok whatever... Hais... YL you better come back and bring happiness to dinner haha lol... OK! Time to go! Wish me luck for my 1 period of teaching biology WHICH is bound to fail hahs! lol See ya people! WISH I would write again more frequently lol XD

Emotional being...

2007-07-21T20:45:00.000+08:00

Back to blogging again, due to popular demands.
So hiya people, sorry for not blogging much lately... So yes... today is the day Harry Potter Comes out. Many people should be rushing for it. Just today, Joey, Zi Chuan, Tasya, Kenny and I went to the popular bookstore in Westmall to see the book with our own eyes. Who knew it was sold out. Definately the sale of the books are fast... Many people are waiting to know the ending. Since I do not have the book, I do not know what is going on, but I know the ending, i guess. I am, however, not going to spout a single word for those Harry Potter fans who have not received their books.
These days, I feel different... Very different... I just don't feel myself lately. I feel like some other person... The week gone past with my class watching and learning about Titanic, the unsinkable(Which eventually... still sank) during English lessons. It sure was fun and emotional... the story... Though some parts of the movie, we were laughing... Many others, we were a little down... I don't know for my friends, but I felt so myself... Never once I felt so deepened by sorrow... That piercing feeling of people dying and fighting to survive... The feeling of people forced to stay down in the bottom, not letting them escape, but die in the midst... People witnessing the sinking must sure feel very sad... I feel sad too... very... for them... I am lost for words... It just seems that I am to break down and cry just seeing the part... Though I never cried without a cause, its just weird... I am so emotional... hais...
Done with that emotional part, I guess I can talk about band? So, I am the bass drummer for marching, and Tasya is the conductor. This shows one thing, everything is going to be in deep trouble. Why? I am never well in my timing to tell you the truth... Music, my weakness? Timing... I am so sure of that. It is not my strokes, not my anything... just timing... AND myself being so panicky during band lessons, during every single band practise for no apparant reason. It just seems with a conductor that is stern, I just cannot do it... embarassment I guess... but that's me... I don't know what I can do for now... just go with it I guess, but I don't think I'll last long enough... I wonder... why am I the only one being picked on in Band most of the time... Why can't I be taught proper and why is everyone looking at me when something goes terribly wrong... Not as if I did it on purpose... hais... I just don't understand... I know I can't go with it with being embarassed, maybe this is a lesson for me...
I am such an immature kid. Truthfully, I sometimes wonder if I can change... I'd rather be someone serious than someone acting like a comedian or someone stupid. Can't I just be a person of myself? Myself as in a person who is not acting silly and laughing at itty bitty stuffs. I now wonder... What am I... why am I here... I really wonder more on that now than anything else... I really wonder... Have I chosen the right path? Or am I led onto the wrong one already... Which is it...

43 More days till the end of the year EXAMS!

2007-07-04T22:28:00.000+08:00

Hello people, I can't think of any titles so yea... anyway, what's at the top is really true... cause our final year exams are just round the corner. Imagine this is our final year. What about our Common Test 2? Probably the fastest you have ever seen! I reckon it is somewhere in august... but should be around the first week? I guess... Hais... haven't been studying hard lately... must think of something quick and not waste anymore time. =D I know I can do this! Anyway, about staying or leaving band, I think I will be staying after all... Even though it takes a bit of my time, I should be able to manage. Hey! If Sean can, why can't I? Or should I say, why can't all of us be the same? Or even better? I think that we can get the same powerful results, if we just put our heart and soul into it and work hard. After talking to my mother today about stuffs that are totally practical, like saving money and stuffs like that, sure made me feel that hey... this world sure is nothing without money. So better start saving! Hah... money money money... what an important thing to survive in this world eh? Oh well... Definitely I have seen that I can practise on my piano everyday now =D I think... Hope this habit stays on. Hah, cause in the past I have never or should I say rarely touch the keys of my piano due to the fact that I never like practising. Guess now is because of Band, it did help me in learning the instruments much better and stronger in some way or another. =D I surely did appreciate it. Well YL Ain't joining band sure is sad... Cause I think he is an invaluable player in the band, sure many people would want him to stay =D it sure is a pity -.-... ah well, as for me? I still got loads to learn! Trying my best to well, I dunno... stay focused? get away the fear? or something? hah... I dunno... sure hope I can help myself.

Signing off MAXXIE2 =D

MORBID! Our class is =x

2007-06-28T18:01:00.000+08:00

Afternoon people =D How have you all been. It's been some time now. Hahs... nothing to do now and I don't feel like doing anything currently, so ya. I can't think of a title so I said that. Cause we have a composition to do and it is about a sad event. So, we all were thinking of killings! My group thought of smashed brains and juices oozing out from head and blood like that of a fountain when a friend got crushed by a concrete falling. Intestine flew out and bones were smashed into well, bits... powdered! HAHA! Anyway, we thought about multiple car crashes too... how sad. The friend got knock, flew, knocked, flew, knocked, rolled over and finally smashed. HAHA WE ARE MORBID! XD ok fine... well, yesterday had band rehearsal =D Tired but ok I guess, running up and down cause I won a prize lol. Best in Science for last year. And guess what! I get a $20 voucher to populars! HAHA maybe I can save by using that money to buy a book or something. Hais... so ya then err played for parade and concert. And today? well normal... hais... man I suck now in everything I do... guess I played too much -.-... I must buck up now... that's the only way! I CAN DO IT! I MUST! There is no question to it! I will! I won't lie no longer and lose to anyone! I will get what I want... I promise the whole world that I will go to the school I wish for!( motivation for myself =D you should do one for yourselves too)

Well, so Miss Tang did not come for the last 2 days cause she fell from the stairs... Man it's so saddening -.-... poor Miss Tang... Anyway, so she was limping today. Sad right? Hais... pity her... Hope she gets well soon! GET WELL SOON MISS TANG! From 3E1 =D XD okie done with them helping the class thing so now... nothign already I guess haha =D XD ok nothing much today so got to go! See you guys! Bye!

Tha Beginning of the 3rd

2007-06-25T17:45:00.000+08:00

Sora Vs Sephiroth

Yo peeps! Well it's the start of School AGAIN! YES! WOOHOO! Well, you might be wondering why I am happy, which is totally different from what other students may think. Well, let's just say that I have another chance to pursue my dream of going to my dream Junior College. Well, each term I treat it as a chance, and each chance, I'll do my best to achieve what I want. So, my dream points for L1R5 is actually 7, without any bonus points. To tell you the truth, this is possible for me as I am in a class where approximately 80% of the subjects I can do well at. The Sciences and the Mathematics are what I am strong in =D. Now, enough of the self-boasting XD sorry if I am too much but that's just how the way I am in motivating myself, if you feel bad or anything, I am sorry T_T... But truthfully, learn motivating yourself, and soon, anything is possible to you =D, good luck! Hahs...

After that Intro, time to talk about the real thing! Well, today went to school in the morning again. Gues what! I am an evil kid! I literally did homework on the spot -.-... I do feel bad... really, but that's just my old habit... Let me try changing it sometime soon or perhaps now. Anyway, so we had english, maths, recess, biology, geography and social studies all in all. Today's mathematics however, did kinda kill me... I totally did not touch a single book of A Mathematics at home during the June holidays and now there is a test of 80 marks to be counted into CA2 -.-... Am I doomed or what... This first part was manageable, except for a number of careless mistakes which I never like making... The second was a little tougher. It should not be difficult, but I guess I had too much to think in my mind... Should keep my mind calm next time or even now! Hais... never felt so disappointed in myself lately, I am kinda like shouting from the inside, trying to get out and show my true hardworking self, but there is just this feeling of something blocking. Hahs... oh well, went to the band room to practise a little too... and then went home. Now I am at home. =D So now I felt lazy so I am writing this. Most probably I am going to bed soon Hahs... too tired to think or do any work... once I wake up though I really wish I can complete what I am to complete haha =D. Well thats about all for today! See Ya! Have fun XD! Come back next time!

MUST GET 7 POINTS! XD must go ACJC Hah! XD

With Heart and Voice

2007-06-24T00:00:00.000+08:00

Yea so hiya people! I know about my the other blog but dude! I just can't get in -.- ... anyways, this will be the permanent one! No changing! -.- ... So, to start off, about myself... I am err... it's bad to give off my personal stuffs... nevermind! Let you all guess my name! BWHAHA I am so evil XD. Fine fine... I'm Leon. Happy now? However, I'd prefer Max. Yea that's my nick. Leon or Max either way you like it. Don go calling Leonax or Leoax or whatever you can think off... (Lame or Lmao or -.-...) So yea done about me! Now, about these days... let me recall... mmm...

Monday:
Can't think much... guess went out? to do homework? I think... oh well =D... -.-...

Tuesday:
Can't think much either -.-...

Wednesday:
Can I skip this? o.o I dun remember...

Thursday:
Heh...

Friday:
It's yesterday! Of course I can remember! (short term memory lost sorry... XD) went to school for Band in the morning. God I was tired! Hahs... before that, the night before I was on the phone with Tasya and Yong Liang talking crap! Haha. Then so woke up with those baggy bags under the eye. What do you expect? So went to school for band and it was sooooo COOL! How dang it to say -.-... but it was! Totally different I have to say! The Band Was WHOA! Powerful! Haha! Thanks to us Percs XD... Oh well ya ... we were too loud yesterday, I felt the difference for once, it was cool. Hahs... Must be because of the ACJC Band Tune in Thing. It sure made me Nelson and Tasya stronger in some way or another. With their crochets, quavers, triplets and semi-quavers. Hahs... Damn it was Awe-aspiring dude! Especially their piece they were playing! With Heart and Voice, I am hearing it now... Dang it is so cool! Ah~... Oh well, this shows I got many many way long ways to go to be on par with them at least o.o... Anyway, at Band so ya... I took over sectionals and tested them the crochet thing. They all died at triplets o.o HAHS! I'm so evil XD and so Nelson and Tasya spotted their mistakes and asked them to practise at the back. I tried playing the tambourine by rolling it with my right hand. I kinda and kinda not got it, but it was better than none actually... =D Did the stopping part too! But it sucked -.-... truthfully... must improve. Telling you the truth, I think I am looking forward to band each day actually after the ACJC Band Tune In. Thanks to them, it makes me wanna join. But what am I gonna do bout my studies? Sure it is ok... but if I continue will I do badly? Nah! No time to think bout this! I have to buck things up! Motivation? I's already in me! I Can Do It! Regardless of anything Hah! =D

Saturday:
Today! Cool, Piano lessons... Err I don mind it actually but to tell you the truth, I suck in Piano... -.-... I feel sorry for my parents having to pay for me learning and for my teacher... I can't get myself into practising... hais... oh well must try my best though... I am still left with homework undone and untouched HAHA! What am I to do -.-... tomorrow OR am I to say now! IT IS ALREADY SUNDAY! Tomorrow is school reopening day -.-... what am I to do... hais... Oh well, rush tomorrow is the only way hahs! Good Luck to me ~... XD

Anyways, this is my officially first post! And FIRST BLOG! WOOOHOOO lol... nothing to do actually haha XD. Well got to blast to look for blog skins and stuffs XD BYE!